heyhey! i just wanna let out my feelings here.. if u guys read this.. keep it to urself aites..
so i tot dat he was the one for me, but wen i tink of the times u hurt me, i dun tink this is love, coz if u love me, u wouldnt have made the same mistake.
u leave me alone once, and im okay wit it and gave u second chance, but wen u leave me again for the second time, i noe something was wrong and i knew i had to do sumtink..
im sorry for leaving u, i noe itz not wad we've planned, but i gotta be selfish and think for myself too, for all this while i have always think abt u..
it hurts to let u go, thinking bt the memories we had, but now i noe i must move on wit life, and be happy wit myself..
im happy now wit my family and frens, trying to enjoy life as much as i can, but my heart just dun feel ryte, coz i used to love sumone wit my whole heart..
now dat i let him go, my heart is lonely and empty, but since he came to my life, i noe he can make me happy.
he told me dat he is not the same like my ex, a part of me knew he wasnt telling a lie, but was scared to open up my heart, and let it be hurt again.
he promise that he will nvr hurt me, but dat is not the problem now, the thing is i always hurt those hu love me, and datz wad i dun wish to happen to him.
so i told him dat im not ready, and he understand how i feel, so we agreed to be frens, as we dun wanna lose wad we have.
i dun want to rush tings, and i wanna take it slow, but wad i truly feel, only god knows..
i love you, yes i do, but now i need time to really think, if im ready to let u in and start all over again.
smile!
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Siti SalihaH
