truth
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
heyhey!
i just wanna let out my feelings here..
if u guys read this.. keep it to urself aites..
so i tot dat he was the one for me,
but wen i tink of the times u hurt me,
i dun tink this is love,
coz if u love me, u wouldnt have made the same mistake.
u leave me alone once,
and im okay wit it and gave u second chance,
but wen u leave me again for the second time,
i noe something was wrong and i knew i had to do sumtink..
im sorry for leaving u,
i noe itz not wad we've planned,
but i gotta be selfish and think for myself too,
for all this while i have always think abt u..
it hurts to let u go,
thinking bt the memories we had,
but now i noe i must move on wit life,
and be happy wit myself..
im happy now wit my family and frens,
trying to enjoy life as much as i can,
but my heart just dun feel ryte,
coz i used to love sumone wit my whole heart..
now dat i let him go,
my heart is lonely and empty,
but since he came to my life,
i noe he can make me happy.
he told me dat he is not the same like my ex,
a part of me knew he wasnt telling a lie,
but was scared to open up my heart,
and let it be hurt again.
he promise that he will nvr hurt me,
but dat is not the problem now,
the thing is i always hurt those hu love me,
and datz wad i dun wish to happen to him.
so i told him dat im not ready,
and he understand how i feel,
so we agreed to be frens,
as we dun wanna lose wad we have.
i dun want to rush tings,
and i wanna take it slow,
but wad i truly feel,
only god knows..
i love you,
yes i do,
but now i need time to really think,
if im ready to let u in and start all over again.
smile!
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
busybusy!
Saturday, December 26, 2009
hello!! yeah,, i noe ive been busy the past few days..
24 December 2009..
went to west coast park with my dearest sisterlup and their partners..
to celebrate dayah's 18th birthday yaw..
hahhaha.. did nutink much.. just sit and talk..
coz itz been a long tyme since sisterlup's outing..hehhe
a funny and chill day.. enjoy the sunset wit them and him..hee
25 December 2009..
itz christmas yaw!!
and yesh went to JB wit fam..
early in the morning..so cold..hehhe
went to aunt's new house..
bbq and dad taught me n lil sis to drive..
hahahha.. omg! it was fun aites..
but abit scary la..hahha
i mean itz nite time oreadi.. cant really see dat clear u noe..
heee.. so my day was fun but tiring la..
tired of sitting in the car..hahha
and thanks to aishah my dearest cuzzie dat i can msg him..hee
if not comfem boring sia.. nutink to do..hahha
so reach spore like 1 am i guess..
went to sembawang park for awhile..
coz derez also another bbq goin on..
celebrating my cuzzie bdae..
went there to wish her happy bdae den went hm..
at last!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!
wow! and today,, i heard we're goin JB again..
damn!!! busy ryte??
itz raining.. and i wish i can continue my sleep..
hmm.. i gotta go.. take care everyone..
and SMILE always yaw!
=D
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
so random
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
when boredom strikes
nothing beta to do..haha
at JBat the GYM wit the gals
these are the recent pics dat i took..hahha
had fun wit the gals at the gym..
and oso the day dat i fell down..hahha
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
bad day
Saturday, December 19, 2009
just a short and quick post..i fell down like a landing plane while trying to catch the ball..i hurt my butt and both legs..but i laugh out loud..hahahhanow,, i can feel the pain..argh!!! itz just not my day..heee
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Friday, December 18, 2009
haloooooooo!!!!i noeee i noeeee...itz been a long tyme..heee.. ive been busy lpaking at nite..so yeah.. no tyme to update my blog..u guys miss me???ahahhaaawww.. so sweeett..nyahahhahaso.. itz 18 dec 09...and and and and...im OFFICIALLY SINGLE!!!!
WUHOOOOOO...cool or wad??ahahhaaha...itz like finally..weeeegonna enjoy my life as much as i cann...tomolo goin gym wit the gals...ahahhaa...i just love my life!
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Thursday, December 10, 2009
OMG!!!!
i cant wait for tomolo!!!weeeee..
noe y??
1 - last day of school
2 - BPS test
3 - playing soccer with the gals
yeah!!!! triple the fun fun fun!!!!
hahahaha... so lata im gonna study study study at home...
yeah.. coz the past few daez i haf been lepaking...heeee
and went hm quite late..hehehe
i wanna be the best so i gotta beat the best..haha
i know i can do it..heee
ouh well.. datz all i wanna say..
life has been great!!
hahahaha...
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Monday, December 7, 2009
yawyawyaw!!!had a great day wit lil sis at bugis..meet at clementi..den off to swensens..hahaafter dat went to bugis street n start shopping..hahaha.. itz been a long tyme ryte sis??went hm at abt 10 plus..den went to buy double chocolate frappe at lot one..and walk hm..yeah so,, yest's match.. man utd vs west ham...itz 4--0 yaw!!!!hahhaha.. wad u tink bt dat??okok.. derez skoool tomolo..so take care ppl..heee
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Saturday, December 5, 2009
ouh well,, itz been a long tyme.. i noe..heeat last, im done with the sash thingy..yesh ah..if not me and shasha will b stressed out thinking bt it..damn,, dun wanna continue toking bt it..yeah so,, wen to play soccer with the gals this morning..but, all was kinda tired n sleepy...hahahdidnt play dat much..wad i noe is dat i eat alot today..ahahahwhile the guys are playing, we went to kfc and eat..ahahahafter dat sit down and tok3..heelike makcik2 oreadi..hahaafter dat we went to my place and lpak in my room..hahahha.. we surf the net and blablabla..they went hm wen man utd match just begin..heecoz they support liverpool..ahahahbut i dun care.. coz everyone is different and unique..hmm.. aint sure wad to do now..holidays are coming..got a lot of plans ahead..hahahabut more outings equals to more money spent..especially on FOOD!ahahahha.. u guys noe me wad..heheso.. hmmm.. im like enjoying life ryte now..taking things slow.. aint rushing..and just go with the flow..hahasyaza said dat she wants that kind of life..but den i tell her..i dun want this life..tapi keadaan yg membuat ku bergini..keadaan yg membuat ku berubah hati..u noe wad ppl..
DUN MAKE SOMEONE YOUR EVERYTHING!!!
COZ WEN THEY LEFT, U HAVE NOTHING!!!
haha..trust me..
and dont have high expectations on sumone u love..
if they doesnt meet it, u r the one hu will get hurt..
am i ryte to say this?
but u must learn to trust..
i believe that life without trust is nothing..
life is short, so live life to the fullest!
but derez a limit to everything..haha
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
been busy with school n stuffs lately..been feeling stressed up, fucked up, crazy and happy..hahhaa.. shit happens and i dun wanna tok abt it..argh! problems here n dere..one after another..dunnoe wad to do..money seems to be the most common problem..infact, money is a problem..ade duet susah, tkde duet agi susah.. so how??hmm,, so yest n today went to shasha2's house after skool..did the sash thingy for SYOG..went hm quite late..feeling so tired..hmm bt wad to do??i mean hu else will do it if it wasnt us.. ryte babe??hmmm.. so as to relieve stress..went to eat at cozway pizzahut..hahahhahajust the two of us babe!!!huhuhuhuhbut itz gone just for awhile..sooon after dat,, the stress came back...ahahahhaha.. da mcm crite hantu da..wad the hell??nie la aku.. bile tgh stress slalu uat lawak..hahahha..mepek sak.. stop it kay..hehehheokayla,, got to go..im tired..heeetake care people!psst.. congrats darlink for scoring 100 marks!heeMWWAAH!
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Siti SalihaH
