Tuesday, November 10, 2009
im feeling so fucked up ryte now.. aint sure why..
i guess so many things are running tru my mind..
it seems dat everything just seems to be hopeless..
and evryting is so useless..
is like.. argh.. forget it..
no use of me letting out my feelings wen the truth is no one is dere to listen..
no one wants to understand me.. but they want me to understand them..
is dat fair?? i think its not fucking fair!!!
lately.. im so so lazy to go to school..
been feeling unwell lately..
fever, body aching, and stupid pimples starts coming out..
the sound of my phone ringing is so irritating..
aint sure why..but i feel so angry with little things..
and now i kind of dun care with my attendance..
like wadever..
go to HELL with everything,,
and also this feeling of mine..
i feel like GIVING UP..sometimes..
but i noe dat is so not me..
i dun give up easily..
cmon SALIHAH..
i noe u can do it..
u are a strong girl..
believe in yourself..
ALLAH loves you..even if no one in the world does..
even if no one seems to care for you..
ALLAh love and care for you so much SALIHAH..
and ALLAH knows dat you can overcome the obstacles in life..
coz he make u a positive minded, caring, loving, understanding and cheerful girl..
dun you FORGET ALLAH coz he never forget you..
ya allah,, berikanlah ku ketenangan untuk menempuh segala dugaan yang mendatang..
dekatkanlah ku dengan mu ya allah..
lindungilah ku ya allah..
amin..
" walking down this path with you, makes me feel secured though its destiny is unknown. "
Siti SalihaH
